And So It Began

And so it began.
In a fury of new emotions,
And unexplained courses of action.
Why had nobody prepared me?
Why was I not told?
These feelings I've never felt.
These things I've never seen.
At first it all makes sense.
It was so simple.
Then, as it progressed, I changed.
Change brought doubt.
Doubt brought depression.
Depression brought hate.
And then in a blaze just before I died;
A new fury of emotions erupted.
Things I never wanted to see.
Emotions I never wanted to feel.
More then pain. More then despair.
And so it ended.