Pain Is My Life

Pain is my life.
Is it not he who shows me?
Shows me I'm still alive.
And when I'm bored,
Is it not pain that makes me?
Makes me desire and need.
I need pain.
Need it to reveal me.
Reveal me to those I shy from.
Pain tells them who I am.
Who am I?
Pain knows.
Knows what I'll do when I've lost.
Lost my hope and love.
Love needs pain.
Needs pain to make it so great.
Why want love when there is no pain?
I hate pain.
But without it I cannot love.